full circle

aura: hot!!!
audio: hale - broken sonnet

just when i'm about to leave our home last sunday to meet with a friend. i suddenly heard the hosts of ASAP (noon time variety show during sundays) excitedly introduced the next performers for the portion they called FULL CIRCLE. and after hearing the name "maja" just paralyzed me right then and there.. good thing i was already in front of the tv when that happened.

man she's back again and god i missed her performing dance numbers in that show.. i haven't seen her performing for a while.. talk about things that make your world go round.. when i see watch or see dance.. i don't give a damn on what's happening on earth and i just wish that time would stop.. i don't want it to end! ok i know i'm over reacting again, but anyway... *sigh*...

she's pretty and *sigh*... it seems i can't get the right words to describe the way she dances.. but she's very very very good.. very very good... very very very good...

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song hit 001

aura: down
audio: simple plan - untitled

i'm a type of person who would like songs just by listening or hearing the beat, rhythm or simply the sound of the song itself without knowing the entire meaning of it. unlike others who would read the lyrics of the song when they hear the song for the first time.. haha! o well.. believe it or not, i haven't known the entire meaning of most of the songs that i know.. some of them are even my lifetime favorites! hahaha! o well.. i just learned from a friend that i'd appreciate the songs more if i know the message of the song.. ö

i asked my friend to check out simple plan's untitled. this song gives me goose bumps everytime i listen to it!!! i swear it's worth the 4 minutes of your life.. so better check it out. it's not as loud or as fast as some of their released singles.. i was quite surprised by my friend's reaction. she told me that she could totally relate to the song and she did fell for it after listening to it! hehe! anyway, this was the second song i told my friend to listen to.. the first one i think was also, coming from simple plan titled perfect world.. hehe! also, another song worth checking out.

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simple plan - untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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absence

aura: down
audio: simple plan - untitled

yey! m back!!! i was out for quite some time.. a lot of things went through my thoughts this past few days, weeks, month? can't seem to recall everything that happend to me since the last time i posted on my blog. for one i was able to see avril lavign and simple plan's concert here in manila!!! yeah! simple plan rocks! hehe! avril lavign's great! man she's cute.. and wild.. pretty talented huh!

a lot of things indeed happend to me.. my life was not as eventful or meaningful like the others but it was pretty much like life...

i wish i could put into words everything that i'm feeling right now. all the happy, unhappy, feelings or thoughts that are inside me.. but hey, i just can't. guess i know for myself that i'm not a vocal person.. can't seem to get or think of the right words to express everything i wanted the world to know..

but anyway, a lot of things did happen, good things, bad things, i had my ups and downs, painful and soothing moments.. well for those who knows me, i was down most of the time ehehe! :D most of them i couldn't explain why.. but i've accepted all of them and i know all of these are just part of life.. i thank God for each and every second of my life He's giving me.. for letting me feel that everythings going to be just fine when i've got no one to turn to.. for showing me and leading me to meeting or knowing wonderful people around me.. friends, families, who are always there when i needed someone.. for helping me to learn and grow.. for letting me feel His presence when i'm about to get mad.. mad at myself and the world.. for reminding me just to keep the faith..

anyway.. like i've said, i'm back.. and however life treats me, the hell with it, i've got HIM, i've got you (wonderful families, friends and good people around me)! ^_^ i swear i'll never get tired of living MY life!!!

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