missing merry

aura: somewhat excited
music: kitchie nadal - wag na wag mong sasabihin

just a few moments left and it's Christmas.. again.. i'm not really sure how i feel right now.. my parents are already sleeping.. it's only me, my brother and, my sister whose awake and who are looking forward to stay and be awake when time reaches 12 o'clock..

i just can't help but notice every year, the spirit of Chirstimas in our little home just diminishes.. it's not that i'm lonely, or anything. maybe i just missed those days where all of us would eat and drink a few before 12.. exchange gifts after 12, me, my brother and sister would kiss our parents as we greet each other Merry Christmas..

those days seemed gone.. does getting older has anything to do with all of this changes? it seems that the older we grow the more this day becomes meaningless or less... merry..

but i do keep in mind that Christmas is not about giving gifts or receiving them.. this day was meant to celebrate and remember the birth of our savior Jesus Christ.. and hey, that should be enough reason to be happy and merry on Chirstmas day after all...





Merry Christmas everyone!!! (^_^) Ü ü ö